fatiha hanim tolong aku....plis2

nim...please..

really need ur help..

ur support..

ur courage..

ur everything....

im tired of forcing myself to love english study...

im tired of writing essays..

im tired of thinking...

im tired of smiling...n everytime when madam came to my class

gave tasks by half and hour

n sometimes a week

i just asked myself to do it..

and tried to chill...even sometimes i felt like i wanna scream...

and yes i did it...but deep inside in myheart..

can you feel it hanim???

how hard it was....

but then, i realised...

it is for my own sake...

i cant push es away...because it is part of my life now..

and i know..

i need to read a lot...

argghhhhhhh....

btw hanim...

i just got my coursework...

and it is killing me...

and try to smile and pretend that

["yeah..well, it's ok...just have fun with that"]

:'D

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